Showing posts with label Michael Bell. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Michael Bell. Show all posts

Monday, May 6, 2013

Amazing Race 22: Finale Recap "Belfast, Beacon of Hope" Ep 11 &12


Get Ready, Get Set, …Go…This is the Amazing Race 22 featuring 11 teams with pre-existing relationships who race around the world and compete for a chance to win one million dollars.

The cast includes the following teams:

Team                               Relationship
                           
Idries & Jamil                Twin Doctors                
Max & Katie                  Newlyweds          
Mona & Beth                 Roller Derby Moms              
Bates & Anthony           Hockey Brothers          
Chuck & Wynona          Married               
David & Connor             Father/Son Cancer Survivors          
Caroline & Jennifer        Friends/Country Singers                  
Joey & Meghan             Friends/YouTube Hosts          
Pamela & Winnie          Best Friends                   
Jessica & John              Dating                  
Matthew & Daniel          Best Friends/Firefighters

*Eliminated

This week Max and Katie were the first to arrive, so they will be the first to depart. The Battaglia brothers are the 2nd team to depart.

Leg 11 (Edinburgh, Scotland → Belfast, Northern Ireland )

Everyone catches up at the ferry terminal.
They have to take a ferry to Belfast, Northern Ireland.

They will get their clue at Peatlands park.
The country singers and soccer moms make a wrong turn and are way behind the other teams.

ROADBLOCK: Go bog snorkeling in a wet suit in cold weather, in the mud.

At this point the Battaglia brothers are in the lead with Katie and Max right behind them. The country singers are having the hardest time with this challenge.

Next task: ‘Find the thing with the ring’.

DETOUR A: Tray it - Serve a 5 course meal from the final Titanic meal menu.
(Max and Katie and Battaglia Brothers). Max and Katie are in the lead and the soccer moms start to catch up but can’t figure out the menu. Bates is about to lose it and starts to blame all their bad luck on Anthony. 'madone'

DETOUR B: Spray it - Create a graffiti mural at a sports center. (Caroline and Jennifer).

Max and Katie are in the lead. Ulster Hall is the Pit Stop for this leg of the race and the last team to check in will be eliminated.

Max and Katie are team number one by a hair.
Bates and Anthony are team number two.

The soccer moms are team number three and they will continue with the race in the final three.

Caroline and Jennifer are team number four and have been eliminated from the race.

Leg 12 (Belfast, Northern Ireland → Washington, D.C, USA )

Max and Katie will depart first. They are on their way to London.
They all catch up at the ferry which is an 8 commute.

They get a pint of beer and head to Washington DC.
They all catch up at the airport.

They have to go to the Lincoln Memorial where Martin L King gave his ‘I Have A Dream’ speech.
Next they to go to the Tidal Basin and find a marked car to get their next clue.

Max and Katie are in the lead.

ROADBLOCK: Involves finding a particular spy out of many and obtaining a briefcase. It looks like a scene out of the Matrix.


(Side note: Guess who one of the spies were??? It was none other than Michael Bell, the artist, who we have written about in our blogs! Check out this link at the 7 second mark Michael Bell the spy

Bates and Anthony get their clue and have a slight lead.

Nationals Park, Washington, D.C.
Clue: Involves ascending the stadium and zip across the stadium while throwing a ball to the team member in the field.

Bates and Anthony are currently in the lead followed by Max and Katie with the soccer moms right behind them.

Final challenge – one team member must search globes and find the ones with the countries that they went to and then the other team member must put them in the order that they arrived in.

They now have to race to Mt. Vernon, the home of the first president.

Bates and Anthony, grandsons of Sam Battaglia the mobster,  win the race and one million dollars : TEAM NUMBER ONE!!!  Tutto e’ bene quel che finisce bene.

Max and Katie are team number two.

Mona and Beth are team number three.

Written By: Cousin Vinny

Monday, December 3, 2012

Michael Bell Paints Scars of a Real Mob Wife

Celebrity Artist, Michael Bell

Toni Marie Ricci is writing a soon to be published book, Scars of a Real Mob Wife, in which she discusses her life and her marriage to Michael DiLeonardo aka “Mickey Scars.” Toni Marie has given viewers of “I Married A Mobster,” a brief glimpse into her marriage to the Gambino capo, who turned informant. I learned that she is collaborating with artist, Michael Bell, who is creating seven detailed paintings depicting her story which will not only be included in the book, but shown in a public exhibit at a yet to be named gallery. Two of the paintings have been completed and Mr. Bell has graciously agreed to be interviewed for our blog about this fascinating series of works, which will most definitely enrich an already very compelling story.

Hi Michael, it’s Chiara from mobwives.blogspot, and I want to thank you for agreeing to do this interview. How are you?

I'm well Chiara and it's my pleasure.

I'd like to begin with some background information about you. Can you tell me a little about yourself as an artist, and your career?

I won my first art show at the age of 5.  My Grandmother is the one who put the first paintbrush in my hand.  She’s a self-taught artist from Lyndhurst, NJ who taught herself how to paint with oils despite having no formal education.  That’s always amazed me to this day.  My parents were also extremely supportive of my art, entering me in shows ever since I can remember.  I think my mother’s also a “closet artist” because she can draw pretty well too.

As for my Art Career, I believe the most important job for an Artist is “to draw a line from your life to your art that is straight and clear.”  For me, painting early on became a positive way for me to give form and meaning to some very difficult life experiences…as a way to do something “constructive” as opposed to “destructive” with what life threw my way.  

As a kid, I grew up on Mob Culture, with movies like the Godfather, the Pope of Greenwich Village, Goodfellas.  I also had an “Uncle” on my mother’s side, her first cousin I believe, that served 20 years in Trenton State Prison for a contract killing, only to be found shot to death in his apartment when he was paroled, so I’m also familiar with “the life.”  I would later do some portraits of the late John Gotti for his family, which brought attention to my work (some positive, some negative), but attention nevertheless…which led to more commissioned portraits for a lot of interesting people.  Here’s a few: Georgia Durante, who was once one of the most photographed models in the country turned wheel woman for the Mob back in the 70’s turned Hollywood Stuntwoman; Porn Stars (that’s a conversation for another day); then came “the Sopranos”, doing portraits for stars like Joseph R. Gannascoli (Vito) to John Fiore (Gigi), Joe Pantoliano (Ralphie), Tony Sirico (Paulie Walnuts), Sofia Milos (also of CSI:Miami), Clem Caserta of  “A Bronx Tale”, Dominic Capone (Al Capone’s Great Nephew) and now Toni Marie Ricci…my client list goes on and on much like that…

There are a lot of stories within stories within my career too since, as an artist, my process is very much like the “method acting” process made famous by actors such as Mickey Rourke and Robert DeNiro.  I get to know my subjects on a deep personal level, and more often than not we become friends.  We end up doing gigs together, get together on holidays, do things for charities...like one time, when I was in Chicago -- picture being taken out to dinner with a Judge, two Actors, the Chief of Police and three Mob guys…welcome to my world!  Then 9/11 hit.  It changed the art world forever, as nobody – especially not artists – were prepared to deal with such a tragedy and give it form or meaningful expression.  I remember being in Baltimore when it happened…driving to my Studio that morning and it was a ghost town.  Not a car on the road.  I knew something incomprehensible had to have happened, I just didn’t know the magnitude -- and then I got a call from Joey G (Joseph R. Gannscoli from the Sopranos).  We were scheduled to do an appearance at the 3rd Ave Festival in Bay Ridge, Brooklyn together at his restaurant “Soup as Art” that month and do autograph signings.  He was going to sign pictures and I was going to sign prints of my art that I created of him and our Sopranos pals.  He was devastated.  Told me he lost half his neighborhood.  Robert Cordice and the FDNY’s Squad 1 came up in the conversation, as did Father Mychal – 9/11’s first official casualty, which was coincidentally my wife’s childhood Priest.  Robert’s mother also worked with my wife’s best friend at Merrill Lynch down in the Financial District.  I ended up pulling an all-nighter and painted Robert’s portrait and sent it up to Joe along with some other Sopranos prints I did for their fundraiser in Staten Island for Squad 1, and a second one at Rascal’s Comedy Club in West Orange, NJ where Kevin James from “King of Queens” and Sopranos Steve Schirripa auctioned off a pastel piece I did of him and Joe to help raise thousands for some of the families of fallen heroes.

I guess, because of who my clientele are, people then started referring to me as “Celebrity Artist Michael Bell”, Mob Artist Michael Bell even…an on and on that went, but it also helped me develop a niche in an Art Market so saturated with sameness.  You could say that both my work and who I’ve painted for has helped separate me from the pack of other artists of my generation.

How long have you known Toni Marie?  

For only about 4 or 5 months.  I Re-Tweeted a link to a great interview Mickey Rourke did on James Lipton’s “Inside the Actor’s Studio” that a friend sent me and I tagged Mickey in the tweet.  Toni Marie happened to see my Re-Tweet, knew Mickey personally and reached out to me, asking how I knew him.  So, I shared an old charcoal piece I did for Mickey years ago with her: "Black and White Gallery"along with a link to a new thematic series I’m working on called “Carnevale Italiano” http://mbellart.com/prequel.htm which is a prequel painting series to my “Ticket to Ride” painting series that I ended up writing a screenplay about.  I told her how I’ve been actively seeking Producers for the project.  This brought up the conversation surrounding her book and life story.  Long story short, we hit it off, found we had a lot of synchronistic coincidences surrounding both our lives and she connected to my style of work.  Before we knew it, we also realized we had A LOT of friends in common!  

I told her I thought there was incredible depth to her story and how courageous she was to go against her ex-husband and testify along with her son FOR John Gotti Jr. at his last trial.  She’s a standup gal and went against the grain.  I like that.  My whole career has been like that.  Most artists go the traditional gallery route, schlocking their wares from small gallery to small gallery in hopes that a “biggie” will take notice and sign them on to their stable of artists and give them a show.  All this in hopes of getting their name out there so they can start generating more sales and commission work through the gallery’s contact lists.  As for me, I took a more “build it and they’ll come” approach, so to speak.  I’ve been very lucky, and the harder I’ve worked the luckier I’ve become.  It’s catapulted my career to a Celebrity status and like Frankie said, I did it MY WAY, not resigning my fate to some gallery owner that may or may not have my best interests at heart when promoting my name and my work.

Michael in his studio

How did the idea for this collaboration of art and book come about?

It was a very interesting concept from the start, and I’m not sure if it has ever been done before but it’s definitely original from our vantage point.  Initially, my thoughts were for the paintings to say what words fail to accurately describe about her life story.  Pictures, for me, have a magical power and can tap into emotions that sometimes words are unable to.  I call it putting “layers of meaning” into my work through the accumulation of experiences, both behind the easel and behind the scenes as I get to know my subjects on a deeply personal level.  It’s like, have you ever met someone for the first time and their face changes as you get to know them?  It’s their true personality coming to the surface.  And while I spend a lot of time on the surface of each painting, it’s the “inside” of my subjects that I’m really after.  That’s why photographs wouldn’t do her story justice.  Her story is so complex and has so many layers to it, which is exactly why painting them out makes more sense.  It does her story more justice.  A painting is also a beautiful way to acknowledge and immortalize someone that deserves to be remembered.   I told her I thought these paintings could serve as a way of “healing” her wounds/scars if you will, that run so deep.

I’ve also collaborated on projects with numerous other artists, so I’m comfortable with collaborations. I’ve actually done some pure collaboration art shows for years with a well-known Washington D.C. based artist, Michael Sprouse and in 2012 I began I’ve collaborating with artist friend Eric Fischl to create meaningful projects for Eric’s AMERICA: NOW AND HERE nationwide movement for artists, playwrights and musicians.  This past month I also created a huge collaboration painting of Amanda Todd, the Vancouver teen who sadly committed suicide last month after years of bullying.  I created this work of art with kids in a high school from a National Art Honor Society that I sponsor as a gift for Todd’s mother Carol.  We also documented it as a youtube video at http://youtube.com/mbellart   

I guess this, and Toni Marie’s project are all about the activist in me.

How did you arrive at the number of paintings that would be done? Is it based on the chapters of her book, are the paintings chronological, or based on your artistic interpretation of her story?

It is an interesting collision of art, literature, pop culture and the Mob.  It’s not based on Chapters in her book, but actually from a conversation I had with Toni Marie about her ex-husband’s obsession with “A Clockwork Orange.”  A Clockwork Orange (the book) is broken down into Three Acts: Part I (Chapters 1 – 7, On the Streets), Part II (Chapters 1 – 7, In Prison & Under Experimental Testing) and Part III (1 – 7, Back out in Society)…very symbolic of Christ’s 1) dying; 2) is buried; and 3) on the 3rd day is resurrected where the main character 1) falls from grace; 2) is imprisoned and 3) re-emerges and returns to society as a reformed version of his former self leading a new life – which strangely enough seems A LOT like life imitating art.  Their relationship died, was buried, was dug back up again in court after he entered the witness protection program and he re-emerges as “someone else” - someplace else.  So, this is how I came up with the idea of their being 7 works.  I also felt it important to do these works on paper, even though most of my series work in the past has been done on canvas, only because a lot of her life was delved through in court transcripts, read about in the newspapers, and now taking form in a book.  So, I felt paper was the appropriate vehicle for the paintings to take shape on.  There’s also that “7 Deadly Sins” connotation that could be inferred behind each work as well -- if you examine each work really closely and dive even deeper.

Have you actually read her book or are the paintings based on your conversations with her about her life?

No, just read a glimpse, a synopsis if you will, and she allowed me into her private world by sharing diary entries from that time period.  The paintings are really more about my own creative interpretations of our private conversations and time we’ve spent together discussing the project.  

The process for me started with my imagining some “visuals” for 7 paintings that would all tie together like a loose narrative about her life, not about her ex, and not about glorifying the Mob at all, which is a common misconception with my work, but more or less a glimpse for the public behind the curtains of what she’s been through ‘physically and emotionally’… seen through the eyes of someone “walking a mile, painting by painting, in her shoes” so to speak…like a method actor, as I mentioned earlier.  For me the process is just as important as the final product.  It’s what I get to learn about my subjects as I get to know them and uncover new ways to reveal their secrets visually in appealing ways that will engage the viewer.

There seems to be so much detail in each of the two paintings we have seen so far and the more I study them the more I discover. Will the book include any of your personal thoughts and ideas that went into creating each painting?

Each painting is meant to deliver a powerful message on its own, but when placed in a particular viewing order within the entire collection, the series tells a much larger tale – one of triumph and overcoming life’s hand that’s been dealt.  They also take things to the Nth degree – each work amped up with car bomb explosions, dead bodies and haunting ghost-like images hidden in smoke and shadows, underhanded deals being made in every dark corner, trials peppered with media frenzies, and authentic immortalizations of the repercussions of our actions against the backdrop of New York City.  

I’m not sure whether her book will include any of my personal thoughts or not.  We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it, but if it’s appropriate for the book and if it fits with the overall message she’s looking to share with the world through the book, then I’m game.

We’ve also been discussing the possibility of doing a Coffee Table Art Book featuring each painting, a detail view, and a reveal of the “behind the scenes” thoughts and process behind each painting, what everything means in each of the works, and pages from my sketchbook visual journal and from Toni Marie’s diary to place the viewer in our shoes…take them along for the ride so to speak, painting by painting as the works evolve and eventually the series is completed.

Really? I think that's a great idea. I would be very interested in a book that delves into all of that. I am very curious about all the details in the two paintings I've seen and what inspired them. Every time I look at one of them I see something I missed before.

Painting #1

Can you tell us something about what you tried to capture in the first and second paintings?

The first painting I think of as “the book cover” so to speak…it’s “the movie poster”…the image that poses all questions to the viewer that each of the following six works will have to try and break down to answer.  In Painting 1 Toni Marie is at her second wedding, getting married to her current husband.  The only resources I had for this work was her wedding photo and newspapers chronicling events leading to her ex-husband’s decision to flip.  So, I added in the newspaper clippings and placed them in frames behind her, with a flock of blackbirds flying out from her former residence, symbolic of reincarnation.  Her husband is looking down the road ahead while she’s actually looking back on everything that led up to this very moment.  There’s also lots of subtle details you have to look closely for that put the pieces together.  It’s a very complex first work, because the details surrounding her life to that point were equally as complex, like the rosary and crucifix in her hand, a dead body laying near the gutter of an old-time Brooklyn, the Verrazano Bridge racing through the background, through their lives that also connects Brooklyn to Staten Island – her past life to her current…there’s lots built into work 1, let’s just leave it at that.  I could go on and on.

Painting #2

In Painting 2 I wanted to take the viewer back to her childhood.  When life was pure, there she is at her Communion, and then just above her, symbolic of Venus rising from the ashes is her getting married to her first husband, while dancing a Father and Daughter dance at her first wedding.  All this juxtaposed against a car bomb exploding, which was actually the car bomb that killed her Uncle, Frank DeCicco back in 1986 – a bomb meant for John Gotti, Sr.  All this religion against all this destruction, the car bomb I thought was also symbolic of her relationship with her first husband, based on her accounts of it to me.  Explosive, destructive, damaging to everyone in it’s path.  I initially painted her son riding a bike in the work, but painted it out later and instead put a pool of blood leaking from the streets down below to make the young version of Toni Marie in her communion dress standing in it as an added symbolic gesture.  I also hid screaming faces and demons in the smoke, because…well, why not? 

Toni Marie with Michael Bell

Has Toni Marie had any input at all into what subjects will or won’t be included in the paintings? For example, I noticed, maybe incorrectly, that while there are references to Michael DiLeonardo, his likeness doesn’t seem to appear in either painting.

Toni Marie’s a one of a kind!  She’s a remarkable woman, extremely open to my own interpretations and ideas and doesn’t sideline me or my talent by telling me what should or shouldn’t be in the works.  From one professional to another I LOVE THAT!  She’s trusting me to do my job, get to know her well enough to know what to put and what not to put before it’s ever even an issue but I do greatly value her feedback from painting to painting.  I’ll send her a pic in progress so she can see if our thoughts are on the same page, and thus far I’m on the money and will continue to be.  

And no, you’re correct, there are references to her ex, but no likenesses will ever show up.  He’s not in her life anymore.  She’ll never see him again - literally, so why put him in the paintings and reveal anything different than what her reality is.  Plus I don’t know him, never knew him, so I wouldn’t feel comfortable painting him.  

How long has it taken to complete one painting and how many of the paintings have you completed so far?

About two weeks per work total hours-wise.  I’m projecting it will take about 4 months overall to complete the entire series.  But who knows, I tend to spend a lot of hours on something once I start it, so it could be sooner.  I’ve completed two thus far and am working on Painting 3 in studio now, which I hope to have finished before Christmas.    

Michael with Mob Wives

Has it been decided if the art exhibit will take place before or after the book is released or in conjunction with that event? 

All this is still to be determined.  We are actively seeking the right Solo Exhibition for the entire series, which could run in conjunction with her book release, or with the coffee table art book we talked about, but all this depends on finding the right gallery, the right publisher, and so forth.

Right now I’m just focusing on the work.  Like I said earlier, I usually just build it and they come, so I’m not worried about that.  The works will make any gallery A LOT of money, and get that gallery tons of exposure, so who wouldn’t want to exhibit them.  After all, I just finished the first Painting Unveiling on camera for Season 3 of MobWives.  The press is gonna be all over that once it airs.  I will say this, I’ll probably book a Solo Exhibition with a gallery or contemporary art museum that reaches out to me from an authentic standpoint of truly believing in “the work” BEFORE it’s aired on television across the country.  This way I’ll know they’re for real too, and not just jumping on the bandwagon because my work is on TV.

What do you plan to do with all the paintings after the exhibit?

Not a thing, because they’ll all be sold – unless it’s acquired by a museum or a private collector and becomes a traveling show.  I do plan on doing a number of appearances with Toni Marie and I’m sure we’ll be doing some print signings and book signings together.  Then, I’ll be on to my next exciting series…

That's all I have for today Michael. I appreciate your taking the time to talk to me. Hope to talk to you again one day.

Good bye Chiara, it was a pleasure talking with you.

I have to say this was a very interesting and enjoyable interview. I am glad Michael provided some explanation as to the details in the two paintings because every time I look at them I seem to see more, but I also feel like I am missing a lot. I hope you will take the time to visit Michael's website and look at his other paintings. As for me, I am dying to see what he is going to do with the other five paintings for Toni Marie's book and the painting he will unveil for season three of Mob Wives!

Picture credit: Michael Bell
Follow him on Twitter @mbellart and Toni Marie @ToniMarieRicci


Thursday, October 11, 2012

Toni Marie Ricci's New Book: "Scars of a Real Mob Wife"



I recently read that Toni Marie Ricci is writing a book about her unique and compelling story as a mob wife of a crime family capo. When we first started this blog, I came across her name in various articles and interviews online. I wrote a couple of blogs about her and her ex-husband, Michael DiLeonardo aka “Mikey Scars.” I never thought that a year and a half later I would be meeting, chatting and interviewing this very warm and friendly lady about the story of her life. I called Toni Marie to see what she would be able to tell us about her new book, “Scars of a Real Mob Wife.”

Hi, Toni Marie, this is Chiara from mobwives.blogspot, how are you today?

I’m good Chiara, how are you?

I’m good, always looking for a good blog and I read that you are in the process of writing a book about your life. Can you give us a brief summary of the contents?

The book is a memoir of my life with my ex-husband, Michael "Mikey Scars" DiLeonardo, and a little about how I grew up in a certain environment. 

When you say “certain environment” do you mean you grew up in the “lifestyle?”

I grew up in Brooklyn, my family all lived in a 12 family apartment house. My grandmother has 9 brothers and sisters. We always had family coming over and eating together. I was always around well dressed men who drove Cadillacs. I had a tremendous and loving family. I never knew anyone was in the lifestyle, no one ever talked about it. I mean, you may have had an inkling, but you never knew specifics. In 1986, when I was 21 and pregnant with my son, my cousin was killed, blown up in a car. He was the underboss for John Gotti Sr. Then my brother was incarcerated too. It was around that time that I really realized what was going on. 

How did you meet Michael DiLeonardo?

I guess it was through the lifestyle that we met. He was 10 years older than I was, and at 19 I was very impressed by him. He took me to the best places. But he also had a large grocery store in Harlem. I was glad to see he had his own business and I was happy he wasn’t in the lifestyle. I never wanted any part of the lifestyle. Soon after we married he started hanging out with certain people more and more. He began cheating on me. I wasn’t one of those women who just sat at home and accepted it. I questioned him all the time. He would come home at three in the morning and it was a constant battle. He would say cruel things to me. When it came to vacations and gifts, he was very generous. I told him he couldn’t buy me with gifts and if he ever cheated on me, it was over. But, he was a narcissist who came from a broken family. I tried to give him that family life. No matter what I did I couldn’t fix how he was raised. But, I fought for my marriage. 

How do you feel about the lifestyle?

The lifestyle is not to be glorified. It’s a tough life. As far as my marriage, we were broke for many of our 17 years of marriage. We lived in an apartment for 14 years of those years. I only had a house the last three years and I had to end up selling that. I didn’t even have a washing machine. I had to take car service to my mother’s and do the laundry there. Meanwhile he had been taking women, 12 that I know of, on trips and out to dinner and even provided places for a couple of them to live. 

Michael was a captain of the Gambino crime family and he ended up destroying many lives, including ours. I feel bad for the victims and their families. He put more men in prison than any other informant, including SammyGravano.  He even ratted on my brother. I don’t believe in ratting. I remember my father telling my brother, when he was a kid, if anyone does anything in school you don’t rat them out. That’s how we were raised. I believe if you do the crime you do the time. But now, even my brother is in witness protection program and we never get to see him.



Your marriage to Mickey Scars ended years ago and you have moved on. Why have you picked this time in your life to write the book? 

My ex-husband just finished testifying for the government a year ago, and every time he took the witness stand he kept bringing out my story. I finally feel that mentally I am ready to tell my story. When I did I Married A Mobster I felt a burden was lifted off my shoulders. I always felt like I was paying a debt I didn’t owe. For me, it was like God said, this is the time for you. 

Do you think this book will provide you with some kind of closure or sense of satisfaction?

I have been in therapy for a long time trying to deal with my past. Even so, I Married A Mobster was very hard to do, I broke down quite a few times. I had an emotional breakdown after filming, but my sister was with me the whole time. Somehow, after it was all over, I felt a relief from telling my story. That’s when I decided to go through with the book. So I think that telling my story and knowing that I’m not alone, does give me some sense of closure.

We have gotten a glimpse of your story on Investigation Discovery’s “I Married A Mobster.” Is there one thing you would have like for them to include that they left out?

Yes, that’s a good question. The only thing I would have liked them to include would have been to get out the facts about Carla Facciolo, who pretends she is a victim. And also, my best friend of 30 years, who also had an affair with my ex-husband. These women thought I was sitting home taking care of my son. I never went anywhere, while he was busy taking these women on trips and vacations. But you know what, I believe what goes around comes around. I believe in karma. It may take time, but it will come back to bite you. And, for Carla, it will come out 20 years later. She was out on boats with my ex-husband and now everyone will know the truth.

What was the most hurtful thing you suffered during your marriage?

The most hurtful thing was in December of 2000. It was Christmastime and I had a gut feeling Michael was cheating, but I asked God to give me proof, a sign, so I would know the truth. I received a Christmas card from an anonymous person, telling me that Michael had a six month old baby with another woman. I had been trying to get pregnant for 12 years. I was devastated. It felt like my heart was ripped out and thrown on the street. When I learned this news I threw him out. He ended up turning informant and going into the witness protection program with this other woman and their son. He left my son and I out there. My son was receiving death threats.

It’s been said that you turned down a role on Mob Wives, is that true? And if so, why?

I turned it down because in my life, at that moment, I didn’t think it would be the right thing for me. I wanted my story to come out in a different light. I planned on writing a book and sharing my experience with other women who have suffered similar experiences of mental and even physical abuse. I was never abused physically, but I want to be an advocate for all these women. I spent years battling anxiety and depression and I want to show them that if I can pick myself up and go on, they can too. If I can help even one woman with my story, I will have done my job.

Have you watched season one and two of Mob Wives? If so, what did you think of it?

It was wild! 

Carla reacts to accusation at Reunion!

During the Reunion Show of season two, Karen revealed that Carla Facciolo slept with one of her “uncles” in the lifestyle. She was referring to your ex-husband, “Mikey Scars.” What I, and our readers, would love to know is whether or not Carla is going to be in your book?

Yes. The reason that she will be in my book is that my ex-husband brought her name out in court, and it’s been in your blog, so I feel I can talk about it. She was with him for several years. 

When Carla responded to the accusation, it was an admission of guilt with an excuse,  she said was only 19, and 19 year olds do stupid things. How do you respond to that? 

She was 19, that’s true, but she was with him into her twenties. She had no regard for the fact that he had a wife and child. Carla should have owned up to what she did and apologized for her mistakes, but she is so self absorbed, she would never think of doing that. Michael even got her the job in the brokerage firm where she met Joe.

Apart from your incredible story, I hear that your book is going to be unique in other  ways. Can you tell us more about that? 

Artist, Michael Bell at work in his studio,

Yes. I have partnered with a wonderfully talented artist, Michael Bell. He is working with me on my book. He is going to create seven portraits which will incorporate the elements of my story. People will be able to visually see the pain, the suffering, the good and bad times. The paintings will be on exhibit at an art gallery for one month. I will give you the details at that time. I feel very fortunate to be able to work with him, not only because of his talent, but because he recently won the Good Shepherd Domestic Violence Award. We share a mutual concern for victims of domestic abuse. 

I love the idea of telling your story in portraits. I would love to interview Michael Bell, at some point in the future and possibly give our viewers a sneak peek at one of the portraits for your book.  

Oh definitely we can arrange that, he really does amazing work and you can see his work at his website.

I will definitely check out his website (link below).  Now what’s this I hear about recipes?

I decided that instead of putting out two separate books, I am going to share some of my recipes in this book. Cooking was always good therapy for me and helped me to cope with what was going during the difficult times of my marriage. I have several easy and quick recipes I think would help a lot of woman who come home from work and have to make dinner for their families. 

You certainly know how I feel about your meals! The pictures of your dinners always look so delicious, and I can’t wait to try some of those recipes! I know fans will be thrilled to hear this news.

Well, it’s been great talking with you, Toni Marie. I wish you great success with your book and I hope to interview you again about it and future projects you are working on. Good bye and keep in touch!

I will Chiara. I enjoyed talking to you.

Picture credit: Toni Marie, Michael Bell, VH1

Visit Michael Bell’s site for a glimpse of his artwork @ http://www.mbellart.com

P.S. I watched Toni Marie's episode, "Scarred for Life," last night on Investigation Discovery. If you haven't seen it, you really should. There is so much to her story that was revealed and so much more that I expect will come out in her book. We will keep you updated on Twitter.